The past 2 weeks was generally a smooth sailing fortnight, despite little hiccups here and there, we managed to get back together and said that we want to love each other and put aside our anger and hurts - to forgive and find peace again. Also it was rather busy week (well, each week is) and so I didn't get to blog.
My mood has greatly improved since last month when the incident occured. We went about meeting contractors, exhibition for home and deco, meeting up with friends, etc. I felt very tired sometimes. Especially the last few days when my mense came. =( I can't even sit straight.
John left to meet with his parents, but i didn't even say goodbye. What a good friend I am. Sorry john.
Well, today the church admin called me again. I didn't have the guts to pick her call. I felt so down after that. But well, weimin already settled the coordinator thingy. Just that he haven't told the church admin. I hope he will take the initiative to do so. Or I have to remind him? Like a baby sitter? Anyway I hope John won't chicken out last minute for the speaker thing. If not, maybe Sally can help to share a the gospel with her 3 ball presentation.
Sometimes, i wonder why bother to even have a wedding ceremony and invite so many people, why not, just a few friends and relatives, just have some simple buffet and perhaps, don't even need to decorate the church. Don't even need a band, or praise and worship session. Cos, other headaches are buffet, deco and helpers required... I have not many friends to ask. I feel bad to trouble even, my own brother. Sigh. Even he is asking for my coordinator. Hahaha. Well, just scrap the whole thing, i think.
Weimin is so busy nowadays, I guess we can't do much. If the wedding has to be postponed, can't be helped. No doubt i'm disappointed... Weimin's not happy with me because he feel stress that i push him too much. I want weimin to be happy, so i'll wait.
Why am I going unhappy again. I better stop. What the heck is with the wedding! Why is it spoiling our relationship! Wedding or no, can't we just be happy together?
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